You know what sucks worse than getting shot down?

Getting shot down and KNOWING, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that had you the spine to press your suit a few weeks earlier, she'd have said yes. "Gee, I _would_ have slept with you, but then I got to know you and thought better of it" are words that were not actually said, but the implication is clear. Sigh. OTHER than that, this weekend's party was good, which doesn't change the fact that I'm going to die miserable and alone. :-P